Hey there folks,
I just wrote a blog earlier tonight but it still had not really hit me that I was leaving. After I finished my homework I went back to my room and packed. One of the last things I did was take my calendar, map and Audrey Hephburn poster down. I don’t know why but I feel like once I take those down it really is the end of this year. I have been acting like nothing is happening because I don’t want to realize that I’m leaving tomorrow. We have had some pathetic fallacy going on. It has been raining all week and weekend. It goes along with everybody’s mood. It’s strange.
With this year coming to an end, I start my summer. I cannot wait to see my friends from home again! It has been a long time. I need Sean, Andrea, Kaitlyn, Heather, Nicole and Candace time! It will also be nice to spend more than a few weeks with my dad. The last time I spent more than a month with him was before he went away. So December of 2009, I think. It has been even longer for my sister. I mean I know it’s time to grow up but still.
It must be time to grow up and move on. I feel that now more than ever. This year away has taught
me so much. I feel like the same person and I feel like I have not changed, but I hope I have for the better. I cannot get over how many good friends I have made! I am sadder to leave them, than I was to leave home last summer. I think that I am sadder to leave here because I know that I am not going to see some of these people again. Maria, Talal and Bo live in different countries; it will be hard for me to ever see them again. When is the next time I will be in Mexico, Saudi Arabia or China? Mexico maybe, but Saudi Arabia or China?! As Maude would say “com’on!”
Abbaytard, Maude and Alex will be close. I will visit them next year for sure! Abbytard and Alex will only be an hour and half way! They will be nice and close. Maude will be like six or seven hours away. I think, I don’t know how far Quebec is.
This is my last night here. I cannot believe it. It’s really done. I remember lying in this bed thinking to myself, this is my home for the next eight months. I cannot believe that this is my last night here, I really can’t.
Tomorrow is going to be so strange. I have to go into the school and do a bunch of stuff, come back here and do last minute packing, and saying goodbye to everyone is going to be really bad. I am going to be so sad saying goodbye to Abbytard, Maude, Bo and Alex if he makes it up here in time. I hope he does!
I do not want this year to end. I have made some great friends. I feel like crying because I am so sad but I cannot. I think it may be because I know that this is not the end. It is the start of many great friendships. It is not really the end but the beginning of a lifetime.
Eleven Awesome Things/People in no particular order:
- Abbaytard
- Maude
- Alex
- Maria
- Bo
- Kristen
- Sean
- Andrea
- Kaitlyn
- Heather.
- Candace
I hope that everyone had a great year. I had a wonderful year; I will miss you all so much! My life has changed for the better knowing all of you. You have all brought something special into my life. I can only hope that I did the same for you. I am going to miss everyone so much. The friends I have made here are different from the ones I have at home.
I don’t want to leave tomorrow.